4 Days to MELBOURNE!!

Hello!! haaa... Yeah, it's been quite a long time since i last updated this bloggie.. And its not becoz i dun want to but becoz i'm having exams!! So, no choice, as exams more impt ya..=_= So yeah, I've finished my last paper today.. It's okay i guess, still can afford to go out of the exam venue arnd 25 mins from time.. haa.. Well, just hope that this paper, along with the others, if i can get decent grades is gd enough liao.. =)

Anyway, if u can see the countdown on the right, u'll see i have less than 4 days to my departure from singapore!! Yuppz, it's getting nearer and nearer le.. But surprisingly, as the day approaches, i'm not really getting excited abt it.. Haiz, i wonder wat's wrong.. A lot of things have been filling my mind lately.. Did i make the right choice?! Yes, i know the experience gained from there will be priceless but is it worth it?! Yeah, these qns begin to surface partly becoz of the probability that i might have to scrimp and save over there and coupled by the fact that the exchange rate is ever increasing almost daily.. I'm wondering, is this the right time to go down-under? Will my trip be a great once-in-a-lifetime experience or will this be one of the greatest mistake i've made thru impulse? Sigh, i dun know.. onli time will tell i guess..

And oh yah, i'll be touching down back in sg on 26th May, the thursday right before school reopens.. But that's not the weary part yet.. The tiring part will be on that weekend, where i have to help in my cousin's wedding.. Yeah, saturday & sunday!! Haiz, maybe i wun be coming to sch on the first day.. -_-

Oh and b4 i forget, was told by my mum that a reative of ours had juz passed away.. I know that is nthg to be surprised abt BUT he does not show any failing health b4 his departure from this world and he went away in his slp.. So, its kinda a surprised for most of us that he's gone now.. Well, this really shows mi one thing.. That life is very fragile.. Not trying to be pessimistic here but you may look healthy today but u'll nvr know wat will happen next.. You may nvr know when ur time its up...haiz..

Are these common pre-vacation phobias or is there something wrong with me?! Sigh, sigh, sigh..