Hesitant

Have been thinking hard lately. There's this friend of mine that I haven't seen for quite a while. Some time ago, we had planned that one day we will meet up again. And I was really looking forward for it. But recently when the day has finally came, I suddenly become hesitant. And I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Don't know what's stopping me, don't know why I had a sudden change of mind. Haiz, talking about enthusiasm. =(

Anyway, I was laying down listening to the radio yesterday night, when the news section came on. Got quite a shock when the presenter said that this popular local malay comedian had passed away in the morning. It's quite surprising cos he's not that old yet (he's 50 years old). It's a sad day for the local entertainment industry, a great loss to the malay community. But I guess our life can be so fragile, there's no way in telling when our time is up. Sigh.

To prevent this post to be an all-sad one, I had a dream yesterday night. Or rather dreamS. One of the dream was that I was admitted to hospital because of something and later, the doc diagnosed me with 'something-phobia'(can't remember the exact medical term). But the thing is, I can't climb over things that is more than 1 metre or so anymore. And the only thing on my mind then was that I got a chance to downgrade for my pes status. haha.

The second dream was more funny. Got contacted by some close friends of mine to meet up to discuss some things. The strage thing is that one of them asked me to bring my Garfield along. I was thinking- huh, for what? - when I got awoken by my mum. haha. Strange things do happen sometimes. =P

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It happened again! I guess some people will never learn the art of appreciation after all. Whatever!