Curse?

Something happened today that kinda worries me. The 'power' of imagining something that would happen, and then it actually happens, has come back to me. This thing in me started out when I was in secondary school. It especially happens when I'm in angry mood. I would think of something that would happen to a certain someone, and 'boom' it happens a few moments, few days or weeks later. And unfortunately, only bad outcomes will come true, not the good ones. So, it's more of like a 'curse'. Sometimes, I just hate myself, for it has happened to people close to me. And the feeling of regret and being responsible would fill me after each incident.

To those who think that all these things are due to me watching too much of Heroes, well, I doubt so. And whether you believe or not, it's entirely up to you. Or maybe they are just coincidences? Hmm, I certainly hope so. Cos they have been happening more frequently than they really should.

Life in school has been the same. The same amount of workload, the same amount of stress. Travelling everyday to school is becoming a bore too, except for maybe the same person I will see each morning! hehe.. Mid-term tests have not gone very well too. I just-passed one of my papers and I have mixed feelings for it. On one hand, I'm glad that I've passed. On the other hand, I felt that I should have done better. It seems my expectations for my studies have been lowered due to the intense competition. And sadly, this is in the wrong direction. My project have not been smooth sailing too. It's due in a fortninght, but we have barely started the whole thingy. I can't wait for all these to complete so I'll have less things to worry.

That's it for now, till next time. Ciao!