Flunked

I'm so disappointed.

Within this 1 week, I have failed numerous things.

1) I failed to secure the module I want.

2) I failed to secure my preferred practical slot.

3) And today, I failed my classification shoot!

4) Other stuffs, which I can't recall now, but I know they are present cos collectively, they have lowered my morale.

Did I fail because I fail to plan? Are the distractions around me caused my failures? Does a bobo shooter destined to always be a bobo shooter?

Today's shooting failure has really brought my disappointment to another level. I thought I've tried my best, and yet I've flunked. Now, I have to wait for another retest which will cause me to miss another day of lessons.

I'm very disappointed in myself.

Really.