End of Year 3
Yes, today is officially the end of my Year 3 in the uni.
Had my organic paper in the evening. As expected, i couldn't finish the paper. I'm always amazed at how people can finish and still have spare time when they do tests/exam for this module when I don't even have the time to even complete it! The paper wasn't hard though. I'll just hope for the best come 30th May.
Yes, the end of my examinations means the start of my holidays. Finally, no more notes to read, no more brain cells to be extensively used and no more stress. But I always have this sian feeling at the start of holidays. Just like what ZY told me earlier, sian because now that there's no school, nothing to study, it feels like there's nothing to do, and hence the predicted boredom and trying to figure out what things to do during this free time.
For me, the transition this time around will be a little more difficult. After spending almost every day with the scandal, I now have to re-adjust back to my pre-reading-week life. I have always know that this day would eventually come but now that it has arrived, I'm beginning to feel emo about it. I guess when you were made happy for the past couple of weeks and suddenly there's an abrupt stop, such feelings are to be expected. Yes, I am always happy each and every time we met. She made my studying sessions fun and I appreciate every little things she did for me. It's only a day and I'm beginning to have withdrawal symptoms. For instance,
1) Each time I came back from the toilet, I always thought that I would come back to a seat where she's there. Of course, I came back in disappointment each time.
2) I fell asleep while studying and had dreamt that someone poked/tickled me and I "jumped" as I woke up. Yes, apparently no one was anywhere near me at that time.
3) After reading my notes (looking down at the table) for quite some time, I looked back up thinking that she was there in front of me. All I saw was an empty chair.
Yes, all these happened today. How fast I could re-adjust back my life, I'm not sure. The only certainty is that I definitely will miss the great times we spent together.
Okay, that's it for this short update. To those having the holidays like me, have fun and spent your time wisely. This would probably be the last long break of your life. I should start meeting up with my old friends too.
Happy holidays!
Yesterday was probably the best day of our study dates. Thank you for the warmth that you've given me. Thank you for everything. :)
Had my organic paper in the evening. As expected, i couldn't finish the paper. I'm always amazed at how people can finish and still have spare time when they do tests/exam for this module when I don't even have the time to even complete it! The paper wasn't hard though. I'll just hope for the best come 30th May.
Yes, the end of my examinations means the start of my holidays. Finally, no more notes to read, no more brain cells to be extensively used and no more stress. But I always have this sian feeling at the start of holidays. Just like what ZY told me earlier, sian because now that there's no school, nothing to study, it feels like there's nothing to do, and hence the predicted boredom and trying to figure out what things to do during this free time.
For me, the transition this time around will be a little more difficult. After spending almost every day with the scandal, I now have to re-adjust back to my pre-reading-week life. I have always know that this day would eventually come but now that it has arrived, I'm beginning to feel emo about it. I guess when you were made happy for the past couple of weeks and suddenly there's an abrupt stop, such feelings are to be expected. Yes, I am always happy each and every time we met. She made my studying sessions fun and I appreciate every little things she did for me. It's only a day and I'm beginning to have withdrawal symptoms. For instance,
1) Each time I came back from the toilet, I always thought that I would come back to a seat where she's there. Of course, I came back in disappointment each time.
2) I fell asleep while studying and had dreamt that someone poked/tickled me and I "jumped" as I woke up. Yes, apparently no one was anywhere near me at that time.
3) After reading my notes (looking down at the table) for quite some time, I looked back up thinking that she was there in front of me. All I saw was an empty chair.
Yes, all these happened today. How fast I could re-adjust back my life, I'm not sure. The only certainty is that I definitely will miss the great times we spent together.
Okay, that's it for this short update. To those having the holidays like me, have fun and spent your time wisely. This would probably be the last long break of your life. I should start meeting up with my old friends too.
Happy holidays!
Yesterday was probably the best day of our study dates. Thank you for the warmth that you've given me. Thank you for everything. :)
posted by AnDy AriEn at 9:32 PM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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