Deep Thoughts

First and foremost, let me wish all those who are working currently a HaPpY LaBoUr Day!!! hahaaaa

Nothing much happened in my life lately. But I've been in deep thoughts though. I've been seriously considering accepting NTU's offer and thus snubbing the one from NUS.

In life, there would be some people whom you would rather not wish to see everyday. For me, there's a certain someone who's going to NUS and whom I certainly don't like seeing his face. Hence, my serious consideration for the NTU offer. You may say "why bother about the person, just ignore him lor". Oh well, it's time to do some serious thinking here and weigh my priorities.

I realised throughout my 20 years of life, I've been rather indecisive. And this has caused some problems in my relations with people around me and, not to mention, causing me not to take my chances on someone whom I like or have a crush for. And yeah, the mention of the phrase 'see first' has surely been irking some people out there, depending on who's the recipient of the phrase. Well, to those who are pissed, I'm sorry. I really wish I could change this particular aspect of mine. Few years down the road, I hope indecisiveness would no longer be associated with Fandi!! hahaa..

That's it for this short update. Signing off with a poem below, CiaOz~!

Lonely is...
When you need someone to talk to,
You scroll down your contact list,
But you just can't seem to find anyone.

Lonely is...
When you are with one big group of friends,
Everyone is sharing their thoughts and chatting happily,
But you choose to remain silent,
And keep everything inside your heart.

Lonely is...
When you need a shoulder to cry on,
A hug to comfort you,
But you can only hide in one corner of your room,
And cry silently in the night.

RaiNyDrOpS @ KT


P.S.: Well well, the secret reader of this blog has finally admitted herself. A sense of 'guilt' after reading my last post, perhaps? wahahaa.. Welcome anyway to Joanne~! *a round of applause* LOL
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Should I go or should I not? Hmmm, indecisiveness again!!