Confusion Lurks
So, today's lesson was the last one of my poly life. Felt a bit sad thinking about it. After 4 more days of exam papers, my life in SP will be done. 3 years of poly life seemed to pass by very fast. It feels like only a few weeks ago that I've went for my orientation day. I guess I'll miss all my friends, lecturers, the environment in SP etc. Sigh. Bidding goodbyes is always hard.
Less than a week to my first paper but I haven't really start my revision. Am still in my holiday mood. And yeah, have been going out and spending quite a lot too. Sadly, my growing expenditure would not be stopping as soon. There may be some activities during the exam period as well as after. Hence, I have to find a way to save again. And I'm wondering how...
Was Chatting with a friend yesterday abt relationship thingy, when my 1st year heart matters came into the conversation. Suddenly all those year-1 memories came flashing back across my mind. Momentary sadness was unavoidable. Was she being too over-friendly? Was I being too assuming? Or the fault lies with her? I guess I wouldn't know any answers... unless I ask her myself.
Nothing really happened for the last few weeks except for the Annual Dinner & Dance Night and the Farewell Party. They were great I guess. Will post up some pics when I'm free the next time.
Okie dokie, that's it for this update. To everyone who's taking exams next week, ALL the BEST for the papers!! There's only 4 more hurdles left before the finishing line!! JIA YOU, JIA YOU!!
To my PT(if you're reading this), please try not to think too much, at least for these 2 weeks, okie! Be strong and Have faith in yourself! Don't wanna see you lose more weight. Cheer up and Smile Always!! =D
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I'm feeling rather confused now. My heart and my actions are contradicting themselves! Sometimes, I'm surprised that I would do certain things, just like what I did today. Yes, I am feeling happy these few days. But somehow, I feel that something isn't just right. I've never felt like this before. I'm confused, really confused..
Less than a week to my first paper but I haven't really start my revision. Am still in my holiday mood. And yeah, have been going out and spending quite a lot too. Sadly, my growing expenditure would not be stopping as soon. There may be some activities during the exam period as well as after. Hence, I have to find a way to save again. And I'm wondering how...
Was Chatting with a friend yesterday abt relationship thingy, when my 1st year heart matters came into the conversation. Suddenly all those year-1 memories came flashing back across my mind. Momentary sadness was unavoidable. Was she being too over-friendly? Was I being too assuming? Or the fault lies with her? I guess I wouldn't know any answers... unless I ask her myself.
Nothing really happened for the last few weeks except for the Annual Dinner & Dance Night and the Farewell Party. They were great I guess. Will post up some pics when I'm free the next time.
Okie dokie, that's it for this update. To everyone who's taking exams next week, ALL the BEST for the papers!! There's only 4 more hurdles left before the finishing line!! JIA YOU, JIA YOU!!
To my PT(if you're reading this), please try not to think too much, at least for these 2 weeks, okie! Be strong and Have faith in yourself! Don't wanna see you lose more weight. Cheer up and Smile Always!! =D
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I'm feeling rather confused now. My heart and my actions are contradicting themselves! Sometimes, I'm surprised that I would do certain things, just like what I did today. Yes, I am feeling happy these few days. But somehow, I feel that something isn't just right. I've never felt like this before. I'm confused, really confused..
posted by AnDy AriEn at 8:38 PM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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