Restless

Had not been blogging for the past week or so coz there's nothing interesting to update about. Been busy with schoolwork lately, especially on the upcoming role-play. And on most weekdays, I would be too tired to do anything after I reached home. Sometimes at the expense of my reports or homeworks. My tiring body and unconcentrating mind is worrying me. Last thursday, as I was going home, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my head. But I just continue my journey home. Fortunately, I reached my house safely and thereafter fell flat on my bed. Slept for about 4 hrs before waking up to go online. Been having these kind of headaches lately and I don't know why. Hopefully it's just because I'm lacking of sleep.

Another thing to worry about is my workload which is piling up.

1) 2 Data sheets
2) 3 Formal reports
3) Tutorials
4) Upcoming assignments / Quizzes
and the most important one,
5) Final year project REPORT!!!!

Haiz, just thinking of them makes me sick. I hope I can pull through these 'tough' times. Hmmm..

Went for a jog/run for a couple of days this week. This is the first time I'm actually running since my secondary school days(playing soccer doesn't counts). Yes, don't be amazed. It's a little wonder that I became breathless just after a few minutes of running. And I wonder how I can even pass, not to mention getting a silver, at the upcoming Napfa test at this rate. Never mind, will try to train as hard as I can for this one month or so. I hope.

Went out for a meal at Seoul Garden just now. A treat by sis for her b'day. Thank you sis. These days, just be looking at her makes me happy. Maybe because of what the family gonna get in about 4 months time. Praying hard that everything shall go through smoothly. The meal was filling as always. Stayed inside the outlet for about 2 hours. And just nice, towards the end, the sushis were served at the counter. *Yummy*

The preparations for the upcoming role play and my final year project have taught me one thing. That I can never be a leader in the future. And even if by some miracle I did in the future, I will never be a good one. Qualities lacking of a leader in me have been consistently brought up by those around me. Crtiticisms are becoming common to hear. Though they sometimes comes in a form of a joke, it does hurts your pride and feelings. Especially when these criticisms are received knowing that the person being elected as the leader wasn't voluntarily but was chosen. Being a leader is tough...

Some people will never grow up