The sky seems to be darkening
My OC asked me, "Fandi, are you really a pure malay or a mix-blood?" Apparently, according to him, when a malay blushed, it would not show that clearly on his face unlike other races. But when I blushed, my whole face would turn so red until it is so obvious! Hmm, now I know why people would tease me on things most of the times. -__- And I think this is a disadvantage for me too coz whatever I do, I would not be able to hide my feelings when I blushed. Darn! hahaha.. Oh, by the way, after checking with my family, I can double confirm that I am a real pure malay.. lol
During this first month in my division, I discovered that there are 2 different types of person-in-custody. First group are those unremoseful ones, those that don't give a damn that they are arrested. And they include those repeat offenders who prefer the lock-up than the fresh air outside.
The next group are those first time offenders who are very regretful of what they did. Out of the two, I guess the latter deserves more 'respect' from people. Recently, I saw this girl PIC and she cried all the way to court. The look on her face tells you she's really remorseful of what she've done.
To me, it's not the end even if you're convicted as long as you've learnt your lesson and not to repeat the same mistake. But of course, prevention is always better than cure. I hope I won't be seeing you, whoever is reading this, when I'm at work, be it in my lock-up or at the sub-court.
Recent events in my life has made me realise that our time here in this world isn't that long. Therefore, we need to treasure every moment of our life. Failing which, we may regret them in the near future. That's what I do not hope to experience when I leave this world -- feeling regretful for not doing something I wanted to do. Living my life to the fullest each day and doing what I desire most is what I'll try to do from now on.
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Recently, someone told me a thing abt myself and it kinda shocked me. Well, it's not really abt the contents but more on the fact that the same thing has been told to me before by someone else that it's starting to make me believe this whole matter will eventually turn out to be a cold-hard truth. It's a depressing thing to find out that I'm slowly leaving the 'normal group' of people coz things are happening inexplicably at a faster rate than usual. When those around me started to show their concern towards me, I can't escape from worrying too. I begin to wonder, "What happens if the light to my life switches off too soon?"
The sky seems to be darkening.. every second..
During this first month in my division, I discovered that there are 2 different types of person-in-custody. First group are those unremoseful ones, those that don't give a damn that they are arrested. And they include those repeat offenders who prefer the lock-up than the fresh air outside.
The next group are those first time offenders who are very regretful of what they did. Out of the two, I guess the latter deserves more 'respect' from people. Recently, I saw this girl PIC and she cried all the way to court. The look on her face tells you she's really remorseful of what she've done.
To me, it's not the end even if you're convicted as long as you've learnt your lesson and not to repeat the same mistake. But of course, prevention is always better than cure. I hope I won't be seeing you, whoever is reading this, when I'm at work, be it in my lock-up or at the sub-court.
Recent events in my life has made me realise that our time here in this world isn't that long. Therefore, we need to treasure every moment of our life. Failing which, we may regret them in the near future. That's what I do not hope to experience when I leave this world -- feeling regretful for not doing something I wanted to do. Living my life to the fullest each day and doing what I desire most is what I'll try to do from now on.
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Recently, someone told me a thing abt myself and it kinda shocked me. Well, it's not really abt the contents but more on the fact that the same thing has been told to me before by someone else that it's starting to make me believe this whole matter will eventually turn out to be a cold-hard truth. It's a depressing thing to find out that I'm slowly leaving the 'normal group' of people coz things are happening inexplicably at a faster rate than usual. When those around me started to show their concern towards me, I can't escape from worrying too. I begin to wonder, "What happens if the light to my life switches off too soon?"
The sky seems to be darkening.. every second..
posted by AnDy AriEn at 3:13 PM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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