It's hard..

As I walk towards the main gate for a final time, I took a last look at the buildings and people around me. Blk 11, 12, barracks, the mess, the drill shed, track, field, the unity square... all of which have been my home and 'playground' for the last 4 months and they seemed to be waving their imaginary goodbyes to me. I looked around again and saw many trainees being released earlier from Blk 12 than other days. I realised it's friday today. It's a book-out day where many trainees look forward to but sadly, it's also the day where I'm bidding my farewell to this training ground.

As of today, HTA will no longer be my 2nd home to me. I'm leaving that ground with memories, mostly good. Bidding goodbye is hard.. always..

Goodbye HTA and its lovely occupants! Till we meet again~!

Last pic taken inside HTA =(

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Selamat tinggal duhai cintaku..