Thursday, December 27, 2007

Some thoughts

 

It's been a while since I last updated, partly due to this past month being a hectic one. There's just so much things that were to be done and I've neglected this blog of mine. I didn't have much rest either and maybe that caused me to fall really sick few days ago.

On Saturday night, my body was showing signs that I'm going to fall ill. I can't sleep well that night as both my feet were feeling very very cold despite me not switching on my air-con and I was all covered up in blanket. It wasn't until I wore my trackpants over my shorts and wore my socks did I fell asleep. I thought I was okay after that night. But on Monday night, my body was suddenly burning, after I reached home after my morning shift. And after my bath, I was shivering uncontrollably. With no appetite to eat my dinner, I ate some hot dessert and pop some panadols before falling asleep. I felt a bit better when I woke up the next morning and all I wished for then was to get over my night shift and then to have my off days for rest. And now, I'm feeling better. Alhamdulilah.

Anyway, this little incident of my life has made me thinking, 'What if one day, you would suddenly be gone from this world?' And on that night, when I was struggling with the immense pain, that question continuously crossed my mind. For me personally, if that was my last night, there are so many things I've not done and I would be leaving this world with lots of regrets.

I admit, I'm one person who procrastinate a lot. There's actually so many things I would have like to do but I've always postponed them again and again. I guess from now on, I have to start doing things I've always wanted to do (like meeting old friends) coz I'm not getting any younger. If I don't do them now, when will I then? No matter when I leave, I would not want to leave this world with any regrets.

What about you? Are you prepared to leave this place at any time without any regrets? Do what you've always wanted to do, enjoy ur life to the fullest! Life is very unpredictable.

Till here then,
Ciaoz!

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Shall I make a move or let nature takes its course? Hmm...

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