Trust

Damn! I have to be careful with my words these days. Now, things I said to some people are easily relayed to others. Okay, if it's normal-stuff matters, then fine, I don't mind you telling other people about it. But the thing is, those are not normal things. And by telling another person about it(doesn't matter if the person are whom we are talking about or not), you wouldn't know if that 3rd person will feel bad or be sensitive to it. Come on la, even if I don't tell you not to tell the other person specifically, you bloody hell should be more sensible and keep certain things to yourself. Crap.

I just feel I don't have anyone to talk to or share secrets anymore. Trustworthy people around me now are almost non-existent. I just don't have the ability to trust anyone anymore. But never mind, I still have myslf to talk to. Not so bad, isn't it? After all, when we came to this world and we die, we do those things.. alone.


My time is nearly up. It's time for me to start bidding goodbyes...