Monday, August 07, 2006

Depressing Life

 

Why has these few days been so depressing for me? Argghhh!!!

When to visit the dentist today, after about 8 YEARS, at (Q&M)Sun Plaza. Initial thought was to do some checking up of my teeth and some cleaning up. But a few minutes onto the patient's chair(whatver you called that) the dentist commented about my wisdom teeth. And she asked me to go for an x-ray! So I dutifully went and took the x-ray. (I will talked about my wisdom teeth later). After the x-ray, the dentist proceeded with some cleaning(scaling & polishing) of my teeth. Some blood oozed out, as expected. Wah, long time nvr get such a sight. =X The process isn't long, and I think it took only abt 10-15 mins. So the total cost, including the X-ray, came up to 95 bucks! The last time I went to a dentist, the cost was like what, $0?!? Oh ya, that's the primary school dentist. haha
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Okay, so about the wisdom teeth. The doc says my wisdom teeth have to be extracted. Well, I've been quite expecting that since my upper one is not growing correctly. But to my horror, she told me not 1, not 2 but 3 of my wisdom teeth needs to be taken out!!! 2 at the bottom and 1 on top! I was like super damn shocked! She told me if I didn't extract out soon, then they will affect my neighbouring teeths, which already have shown some decaying. Anyway, I'm still considering lah, more about the cost than the pain.. Coz each bottom tooth would coz $380 while the top one is around $50-$80!!! That would amount to around $800++!!!!! Wah seh, where am I going to get the money man!!!! Haiz...

Anyway, MeiFeng has departed from Singapore to Europe!! Wahh, so shiok! Can live in Europe, and specifically Norway, for 4 months plus!! This reminds me of my Melbourne trip! Though my stay there was relatively shorter, I still missed the place! haiz.. Anyway, at the eleventh hour, intended to visit her at the departure hall... but but then, something cropped up.. sigh.. No worries, hopefully can meet her when she's back in December! Hope she enjoys herself there though! Take care dear!

I almost got killed knocked down by a cab juz now as I was returning from my morning jog. It was a close shave man! If I wasn't lucky, I don't think I'll be here to write this post. -_- Thank god! I guess when your mind is elsewhere and not focussing, things tend to happen..

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I'm feeling so fucked-up and full of regrets these few days. I'm especially angry at my indecisiveness, among other things. I've said before that I will try to change but it seems that I'm a stubborn person. But I guess after this latest episode of my life, I've told myself that I seriously ought to change! Coz the latest consequences of my indecisiveness has affected me pretty bad and cost me to feel so so much regret. haiz.


So as of this day, I, Fandi, swear will try to change my personality and in particular, be more decisive. Failing which, if I ever shows any recurring signs of my indecisiveness, I urge those who are with me at that time to slap/pinch/beat(but not too hard-_-) me. And I'm very serious about it! Please 'do' the reminders as a favour for me. Thank you.

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