Reflections of life
Hmm, life has not been good to me recently. Certain things happened, while others which I expect them to happen, did not.
And I've been doing some thinking lately. I asked myself, in the 21+ years I've lived here in this world, what's the best achievement I've ever had. I'm sad to say, I wasn't able to answer that question. May be a simple question to some but not for me. And no, it's not because I've too many achievements but because I have none!
I realised I've been living a mediocre life up until now. I do not have any notable achievements that would make me, or those around me, proud of. My whole life have been average, and what I've achieved so far have been average too.
Some may say I'm clever, for the fact that I've managed to get into a Uni for my further studies. But to me, that's not really a great achievement. For me, I was just lucky. I was lucky that I got fairly good grades when I was in secondary school and poly that made me where I am now. If you were a friend of mine back then in school, you would know that I never really studied and I would get nervous when I'm doing my exams cos alot of stuffs were still not registered inside my head. So, studying hard and doing really well in studies is not really my forte. And that makes me wonder how I'm going to survive the tough uni life which I'm going to encounter soon.
I guess I'm just like the jack of all trades but master of none. Hmm...
Anyway, life at work have not been rosy too. I think when you're serving your NS, it's going to be either physically challenging or mentally challenging. For myself, it's more of the latter.
Sometimes, I just don't understand what those people want. And they make it as if we have owed them money or what. We are humans too, with feelings, okay! And most of the time it's not our fault that things happened(or did not)! But yet, you're blaming it on us!
Sigh, I can't wait for my NS to complete. Because the longer I stay, the more I felt like a slave..
Oh well, that's it for this negative post of mine. Till next time, ciao!
And I've been doing some thinking lately. I asked myself, in the 21+ years I've lived here in this world, what's the best achievement I've ever had. I'm sad to say, I wasn't able to answer that question. May be a simple question to some but not for me. And no, it's not because I've too many achievements but because I have none!
I realised I've been living a mediocre life up until now. I do not have any notable achievements that would make me, or those around me, proud of. My whole life have been average, and what I've achieved so far have been average too.
Some may say I'm clever, for the fact that I've managed to get into a Uni for my further studies. But to me, that's not really a great achievement. For me, I was just lucky. I was lucky that I got fairly good grades when I was in secondary school and poly that made me where I am now. If you were a friend of mine back then in school, you would know that I never really studied and I would get nervous when I'm doing my exams cos alot of stuffs were still not registered inside my head. So, studying hard and doing really well in studies is not really my forte. And that makes me wonder how I'm going to survive the tough uni life which I'm going to encounter soon.
I guess I'm just like the jack of all trades but master of none. Hmm...
Anyway, life at work have not been rosy too. I think when you're serving your NS, it's going to be either physically challenging or mentally challenging. For myself, it's more of the latter.
Sometimes, I just don't understand what those people want. And they make it as if we have owed them money or what. We are humans too, with feelings, okay! And most of the time it's not our fault that things happened(or did not)! But yet, you're blaming it on us!
Sigh, I can't wait for my NS to complete. Because the longer I stay, the more I felt like a slave..
Oh well, that's it for this negative post of mine. Till next time, ciao!
posted by AnDy AriEn at 11:24 AM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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