Bad week!
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Hmm, a lot of things have happened for the last couple of weeks. Most of them are bad stuffs. It makes me wonder, where have all my angels gone to?
Got sick last week. It seems my immune system failed me again. Sometimes, it feels very frustrating to get sick that easily. Is it because I'm lacking of rest? Not eating the correct way? Too much food for my thoughts? Hmm, only god knows.. I'm better now, after a week, except for that occasional nose bleed. And no, it's not because I've been staring at girls!
And on the day I got sick, guess what, my lappy decided to go into a cardiac arrest too! It's heart, the hard-disk, became dysfunctional. Might be due to my excessive usage of the storage device. I went to a couple of computer shops to find out if I can salvage my hard-drive. Unfortunately, they told me that I had to replace my drive as it's unusable now. So, there goes all my precious pictures, mp3s, and other files and folders. To say I'm sad would be an understatement. It was a big loss for me. It felt as if something that is so close have been taken away from me. But well, life still has to go on. I'm using a new hard-disk now and I would built back some memories. And yeah, this time I would be careful on my usage.
A couple of days after this, I discovered something that rocked me. Through fate, I chanced upon something which I never thought I would in a million years! At the first sight, my jaw nearly dropped and I began to tremble as I saw the act unfolding right in front of my very eyes. I closed my eyes for a while and opened them back, wishing that it's all a nightmare. Unfortunately, it isn't. My heart sank and it feels as if I was being thrown from the moon all the way down to earth. I felt shocked, betrayed, cheated.. My friend once said, when you're in love, you will do all kinds of foolish things. But are you really willing to trade all your good values for which you've built up all these years, just for love? Well, I don't know.. I began to wonder, did you recently just changed or have been like this from the start? All those concerns you've given me and the type of person you've shown me, were they genuine? or just a lie? If they're just a lie, well, then I'm truly disappointed that things have turned out this way. But at the end of the day, I'm not God, not someone to judge you. I'm also a nobody in your life to make you choose which path to follow. If you're happy with what you're doing, no matter how disappointed I feel, I'll still wish you all the best.. But I really hope you'll return back to the correct path. Not for me, and not for anyone else, but for yourself!
They say " Curiosity kills the cat". It's true, it's really killing me now..
Hmm, a lot of things have happened for the last couple of weeks. Most of them are bad stuffs. It makes me wonder, where have all my angels gone to?
Got sick last week. It seems my immune system failed me again. Sometimes, it feels very frustrating to get sick that easily. Is it because I'm lacking of rest? Not eating the correct way? Too much food for my thoughts? Hmm, only god knows.. I'm better now, after a week, except for that occasional nose bleed. And no, it's not because I've been staring at girls!
And on the day I got sick, guess what, my lappy decided to go into a cardiac arrest too! It's heart, the hard-disk, became dysfunctional. Might be due to my excessive usage of the storage device. I went to a couple of computer shops to find out if I can salvage my hard-drive. Unfortunately, they told me that I had to replace my drive as it's unusable now. So, there goes all my precious pictures, mp3s, and other files and folders. To say I'm sad would be an understatement. It was a big loss for me. It felt as if something that is so close have been taken away from me. But well, life still has to go on. I'm using a new hard-disk now and I would built back some memories. And yeah, this time I would be careful on my usage.
A couple of days after this, I discovered something that rocked me. Through fate, I chanced upon something which I never thought I would in a million years! At the first sight, my jaw nearly dropped and I began to tremble as I saw the act unfolding right in front of my very eyes. I closed my eyes for a while and opened them back, wishing that it's all a nightmare. Unfortunately, it isn't. My heart sank and it feels as if I was being thrown from the moon all the way down to earth. I felt shocked, betrayed, cheated.. My friend once said, when you're in love, you will do all kinds of foolish things. But are you really willing to trade all your good values for which you've built up all these years, just for love? Well, I don't know.. I began to wonder, did you recently just changed or have been like this from the start? All those concerns you've given me and the type of person you've shown me, were they genuine? or just a lie? If they're just a lie, well, then I'm truly disappointed that things have turned out this way. But at the end of the day, I'm not God, not someone to judge you. I'm also a nobody in your life to make you choose which path to follow. If you're happy with what you're doing, no matter how disappointed I feel, I'll still wish you all the best.. But I really hope you'll return back to the correct path. Not for me, and not for anyone else, but for yourself!
They say " Curiosity kills the cat". It's true, it's really killing me now..
posted by AnDy AriEn at 7:04 PM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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