I dream..

I dreamt of you and me,
having fun together.
Happily chatting,
sharing secrets,
and teasing each other like we normally do.
Sharing our problems and difficulties,
and coming out with solutions to tackle them.

Then,
my sleep was disrupted.
I looked at my pillow,
and realised it was wet,
wet of my flowing tears.
I came to realise,
in the midst of the beautiful dream,
I was tearing.

This made me realise,
I'm really missing you.
I miss your smile,
your laughter,
your voice,
and everything about you.
I miss hearing from you.

I don't know,
where you are hiding,
but please come out soon.
This deafening silence,
is becoming increasingly unbearable,
to me.

I really missed you..


I wrote the above 2 years ago. And guess what? A similar thing is happening again currently! Talk about deja vu.. shucks!!

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As the day goes by, I feel I'm lacking the motivation and drive to study. And that's a very bad news!!! I do not know why but this is further aggravated by the increasing distractions that are coming to me. It's only the 3rd week of school and my stress level is almost reaching the peak already.

Sigh..