Decisions

Bidding for modules is coming to an end. So far, I've secured 4 out of the 5 modules that I've bid for. And if everything goes to plan, I would secure the last module by tomorrow evening. However, I just realized something. The exam dates for 3 of the modules are closely packed with one another. On one of the date, I would be having 2 exams, one in the morning and the other in the afternoon. And then followed by another one the next morning. Shucks! Will I be able to cope with this kind of schedule? Well, I really hope so and I believe in my decision. Anyway, if you can't contact me on 28-29th Nov in future, you'll know the reason why all right. haha. Pray for me peeps!

Anyway, here some pics from the 'Ord' Chalet. You can view more from my friendster, lazy to post all of them again here. haha.

Me and Kai Chuan, Celebrating 'pre-National Day'! haha

(From left: Suban, Fazly, Kai Chuan, Venod, Jit Tian and myself) DHQ 'A' brothers!

Yours truly! I've no idea whom the Carlsberg belong to.. lol

Hmm, what's there on the tv?

Candid shot!

Food galore! =D

Hmm, what am I looking at? *wonders*

'Prize presentation' from Don! lol

Fauzan with his 'Zapin' dance, something which I had to do after that.. Shucks! hahaa..

A stare from me, while Haikal peeps on my hp!! lol

Recently, I realize that I have this rather strong determination and belief that I would succeed in my future endeavours. I'm not sure from where it comes from or from whom. It just happened, like suddenly I feel motivated to do things and not wait until the 11th hour. And it feels like I've found the reason why I'm living this life for, with the support of my friends and family around me. Yeah! Well, I hope this will last throughout my uni life and not a short-term thingy. haha.

During these last couple of months, I've been doing some soul-searching. I reflect on all the 'major things' I've done, and whether they are right or wrong. I realized that for some of the things which I've done and appeared alright then, have now seems to be a mistake. To anyone who have been hurt by me before in any way, I'm sorry. That being said, though I may have many regrets in life, I don't really believe in just lamenting about it. I've started to believe that 'To be happier, we should focus on the things we have done instead of just recalling on all our regrets." And I've learnt that actions do speak louder than words.

Anyway, today has been a rather good day. I have patch things up with her, somehow. It has been a distressing 3 months for me. I realized most, if not all, of what I've done are rather foolish and stupid. And I'm not God to judge people around me. I'm sorry for my actions, my words and everything. Thank you for being so nice and understanding. Thank you for forgiving me, Ms 'Anyhow Only'.. =)