Bothered

I won't deny it. I'm still a bit bothered about getting my first ever 'F' grade in the 22 years of my life. Finding out that the friends around me having grades on the other end of the scale, As and Bs, have furthered reignite the disappointment within me.

I'm not sure what went wrong. I did study for the quiz. In fact, much more in advance than the type of revision I did last semester. I did go through the book. I did go through the notes. Furthermore, it was an open-book exam. Yet, I still failed and got the lowest grade that anyone can get.

Maybe I'm not as clever as the others. Maybe I'm just plain blind not to see where the answers were. Or maybe, I'm just stupid.

Nevertheless, I'll continue to study hard for the quiz and the exam. I'll continue to try and prepare early for them. And I'll continue to be hopeful and optimistic of the outcome.

But if all that fails, then I'll consider quitting...

I'm feeling a little giddy now, having gone under the rain earlier in the day. Gotta rest. Ciao!


Even if there's no one supporting me, I'll still continue to walk. I'll continue to walk on this lonely path....