Sense of appreciation
Even if we never speak to each other again, even if we never chat with each other again, I'll never regret what I've done. Maybe I'm just too sensitive, but if my intuition is right, then I don't understand why the sudden change in attitude.
It hurts when others don't appreciate what you have done, especially if they are done with good, sincere intention. When I offer to help, why can't others accept them without feeling suspicious? When I give something, why can't they accept without thinking I have other intentions towards them? Why must there be a hidden agenda in everything I do? Why can't it be that I help because I really want to help or I give something because I really want to, due to certain occasions?
That being said, I do not regret my actions. If people cannot appreciate my efforts, then so be it. But I'll still continue to be the way I am as I see nothing wrong with it. "Two roads diverged in a wood... and I took the one less traveled by.." I believe someday, some people will appreciate the things I do.
It's only the 4th week of school but I've been busy, very busy with my school work. It seems there's no difference in my workload or free time by taking one less module this semester. And because of that, I've been accumulating sleep debt as I've been sleeping for irregular hours. Just last night, I only had 30mins of 'proper sleep'. My sleep deprivation has also caused me to easily fall asleep after few minutes of reading my notes. Additionally, I could feel my body becoming weary. If this goes on, I know it can have detrimental effect on my studies especially since tests are coming up soon. Hmm, time to review my time management. Meanwhile, I guess I should catch some much needed sleep since it's the weekends now!
Good night ppl! Have a great weekend ahead! =)
It hurts when others don't appreciate what you have done, especially if they are done with good, sincere intention. When I offer to help, why can't others accept them without feeling suspicious? When I give something, why can't they accept without thinking I have other intentions towards them? Why must there be a hidden agenda in everything I do? Why can't it be that I help because I really want to help or I give something because I really want to, due to certain occasions?
That being said, I do not regret my actions. If people cannot appreciate my efforts, then so be it. But I'll still continue to be the way I am as I see nothing wrong with it. "Two roads diverged in a wood... and I took the one less traveled by.." I believe someday, some people will appreciate the things I do.
It's only the 4th week of school but I've been busy, very busy with my school work. It seems there's no difference in my workload or free time by taking one less module this semester. And because of that, I've been accumulating sleep debt as I've been sleeping for irregular hours. Just last night, I only had 30mins of 'proper sleep'. My sleep deprivation has also caused me to easily fall asleep after few minutes of reading my notes. Additionally, I could feel my body becoming weary. If this goes on, I know it can have detrimental effect on my studies especially since tests are coming up soon. Hmm, time to review my time management. Meanwhile, I guess I should catch some much needed sleep since it's the weekends now!
Good night ppl! Have a great weekend ahead! =)
posted by AnDy AriEn at 12:08 AM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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