Feeling depressed

Feeling down right now.

There's nothing to look forward to.

Had a game of soccer with the usual peeps at fico earlier. I thought that would cheer me up. What I got instead was a cut on my chin and damaged left toe.

Got my results earlier in the week. Not bad + CAP improved. But till now, I still haven't decided whether to continue with the honours year or not. There are external factors to consider other than the current grades that I have.

I looked through my chat logs/msgs and realised just how many mistakes I have done to other people. I'm a bad person.

It's the holidays and I ought to catch up with friends, and yet everyone seems to be drifting away.

I no longer have the motivation to see through each day.

I'm losing it.

Despite me smiling and showing happy faces, most of them are just me putting up facades so that people won't worry.

I'm feeling depressed.

Yup, my life is pathetic. Thanks for reading.

-emo mode-