Why?

I'm someone who would always try my best to live up to my words and promises. So, in an ideal world, I'd expect those around me to do the same too. Unfortunately, not everyone can do that. Some people can just backtrack their words and promises as if they have never said them in the first place. I feel that I've been let down more than once. Why can people change so easily?

I've never been good with people telling me what to do. I work best when I'm not instructed. So, when someone asked me to do something, I'd get somewhat agitated. But if that is their wish and that they don't believe I could do it without being instructed, then I shall reluctantly swallow the bitter pill.

I was going quite well on my road to recovery. But I was made to stumble today.

It started off as a happy day. But unfortunately, it ended with me being emo. Oh well.

Bit by bit, I'm starting to lose.. everything that I've held dear to.

I miss the old you.

:'(