Just want you to know

I just hate this emo feeling. The suddenness that it happens and almost out of nowhere. Just because I viewed certain pictures or saw certain situations in real life, this sad feeling starts to come. Maybe it's natural or maybe it's just me. Hmm..

I don't know why but had this sudden urge to listen to this old BsB song when I was plugging on the earphones on the way to HTA. When I listened to the lyrics, I found out why.

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day
The day you slipped away

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

‘Cause I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end

I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know