Strange
Okay, the hell week is finally over. How did it went? Well, not too well it turns out. Today's paper is a killer. Out of the 5 or 6 questions, I could only answer one of them and that only probably carries one mark out of the possible total of 10 marks for the paper. The questions posed were totally unexpected. It's very frustrating and demoralising when you've spent so much time studying but when the test finally come, what appears before you seems alien to you. I've spent a considerable amount of time to study for the tests, especially sacrificing my interaction and playing time with my niece. But what did I get in the end? Not much. It's situations like this that makes you wonder the use of studying after all, whether you're fit enough to be in the course. Maybe I'm just stupid.
The other 2 papers went quite okay, although amongst the 3, I think the physics paper was probably the most doable. Next week will be the e-learning week. I'll only have to come to school for lab and tutorial for two of the days. Hopefully, during this week, I can go and recharge and re-energize myself, and have some much needed rest, before the last third, and most crucial time, of the semester starts.
On another topic, I think my course have some strange and interesting people. While some of them can brighten up your day, there are others who would leave you with questions. I noticed that there is this person who would occasionally look at me in class or wherever we bump outside. I know, because even though I'm not looking, my eyes always wander around. The thing is, when I tried to look back, or give a smile back, she would instantly look elsewhere. Maybe it's my look cos I know sometimes I have this cold-face-killer look (a term originated back in the poly days). Or maybe it's due to my unintelligent brain that drives away people. But still, I guess there are people who cannot appreciate the kind of friendliness other people showed to them. And that's sad. Really sad. Ah, well, my mind is already occupied with a lot of things. I don't think I need more questions to fill it.
I'm feeling so tired right now. Might be due to the staying up late and catching only a few hours of sleep for the past few days. I shall try to sleep early tonight.
Ciao!
The other 2 papers went quite okay, although amongst the 3, I think the physics paper was probably the most doable. Next week will be the e-learning week. I'll only have to come to school for lab and tutorial for two of the days. Hopefully, during this week, I can go and recharge and re-energize myself, and have some much needed rest, before the last third, and most crucial time, of the semester starts.
On another topic, I think my course have some strange and interesting people. While some of them can brighten up your day, there are others who would leave you with questions. I noticed that there is this person who would occasionally look at me in class or wherever we bump outside. I know, because even though I'm not looking, my eyes always wander around. The thing is, when I tried to look back, or give a smile back, she would instantly look elsewhere. Maybe it's my look cos I know sometimes I have this cold-face-killer look (a term originated back in the poly days). Or maybe it's due to my unintelligent brain that drives away people. But still, I guess there are people who cannot appreciate the kind of friendliness other people showed to them. And that's sad. Really sad. Ah, well, my mind is already occupied with a lot of things. I don't think I need more questions to fill it.
I'm feeling so tired right now. Might be due to the staying up late and catching only a few hours of sleep for the past few days. I shall try to sleep early tonight.
Ciao!
posted by AnDy AriEn at 7:55 PM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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