Black hole
I don't like it when I'm alone, and I'm scared to be. Not because of ghost whatsoever. But there's a higher chance that I will sink to this emotional black hole and I'm scared that one day, I'll be sucked in and never be able to get out.
Currently on reservist now. Did some refresher stuffs. Office hours for one week and I'm kinda dead beat everytime I reached home. I slept early too. It makes me wonder what will happen if I were to be posted to some workplace with such working hours. It's like FYP year all over again.
Re-watched all those US comedy series during my free time. But after a while, I found out that they are making me depressed more than cheering me up, especially with all those romantic scenes. Dang! So, in the end, decided to catch Prison Break again. Starting from season 1. Still one of the great dramas I've watched thus far. A pity they have to end rather early.
Practised my guitar too during this couple of weeks when I'm feeling bored. Yes, I may not be able to have smooth chord progression. But with practice, I believe I can do it. Whether it's 10 days, 10 months or 10 years, I believe I can!
Some time ago, or maybe some years back, I've wrote about the difference between growing up and growing old. Well, come to think of it, maybe I've written it more than once. Anyway, the point is, one does not need to grow up to grow old. A person may be 40, 50 years old but their mentality may not be much different than a 10 year old. I shall not go into details of what happened but as the saying goes, Growing older is mandatory, growing up is optional. I hope people will start to grow up though. It makes the world a better place to live in. (damn, chanced upon some "happy" posts when I was searching for this particular growing up update. Instead of being happy, I'm still feeling down upon reading it. Argh.)
I really hope that there won't be any more hiccups or last minute changes from now till the 20th. My first time planning, and there has been some cock-ups here and there. I just hope that on that very day, things will go well as planned and everyone will turn up and leave the place happily.
I want to blog about happy things again, I really want to. I miss updating about how those around me made me happy, even if only for their little actions. I miss those days.
Currently on reservist now. Did some refresher stuffs. Office hours for one week and I'm kinda dead beat everytime I reached home. I slept early too. It makes me wonder what will happen if I were to be posted to some workplace with such working hours. It's like FYP year all over again.
Re-watched all those US comedy series during my free time. But after a while, I found out that they are making me depressed more than cheering me up, especially with all those romantic scenes. Dang! So, in the end, decided to catch Prison Break again. Starting from season 1. Still one of the great dramas I've watched thus far. A pity they have to end rather early.
Practised my guitar too during this couple of weeks when I'm feeling bored. Yes, I may not be able to have smooth chord progression. But with practice, I believe I can do it. Whether it's 10 days, 10 months or 10 years, I believe I can!
Some time ago, or maybe some years back, I've wrote about the difference between growing up and growing old. Well, come to think of it, maybe I've written it more than once. Anyway, the point is, one does not need to grow up to grow old. A person may be 40, 50 years old but their mentality may not be much different than a 10 year old. I shall not go into details of what happened but as the saying goes, Growing older is mandatory, growing up is optional. I hope people will start to grow up though. It makes the world a better place to live in. (damn, chanced upon some "happy" posts when I was searching for this particular growing up update. Instead of being happy, I'm still feeling down upon reading it. Argh.)
I really hope that there won't be any more hiccups or last minute changes from now till the 20th. My first time planning, and there has been some cock-ups here and there. I just hope that on that very day, things will go well as planned and everyone will turn up and leave the place happily.
I want to blog about happy things again, I really want to. I miss updating about how those around me made me happy, even if only for their little actions. I miss those days.
posted by AnDy AriEn at 11:58 PM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
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