Control my emotions, I must.

Sometimes, you need that little punch to the chest, that little hurt in your heart, to wake you up from your fantasies and face the reality.

I received that earlier today.

Probably it's for the best that I was made to realise early. Rather than immerse myself with fantasies and what not, and then got drown that I might not be able to save myself.

It has been a wonderful a couple of months so far. I had never thought that I could be happy again.

But I must remember that there are boundaries to be observed.

As I've promised you earlier today, I will try to be happy even when you're not around. Be it today, or in the near future.



Kau adalah mimpi, 
kau adalah cinta abadi walau tak harus aku miliki.