Ending..

With a blink of an eye, it's my last night here in Bkk. Time has passed so fast when you're occupied with things.

I'm not ready to go back; not now. I came here hoping to relax my mind, hoping to get some peace and serenity inside me. Yes, I did some shopping and sightseeing which was one of my goals for this trip. But other than sleeping, I haven't had much time to myself to just sit/lie down and relax while enjoying the view and straightening out my thoughts or reminisce about the good and bad that have happened recently. Somehow I don't have the time to that. Cos me being me, thinking about every other ppl other than myself first. Sigh, when will I ever learn.

Despite my reluctance, I have to go back tmr, for one reason or another. But the next time I'm going abroad, no matter to where and when,  it shall be a promise that I shall dedicate some time to myself just to relax, take in deep breaths and just enjoy the surroundings. I really need that. 

The break that I really sought and was looking forward to, continues to be just a dream. I'm tired.

Every good thing does come to an end. They always do..