And I'm feeling so small

Sometimes, I just wish that I'm treated as an equal. Equal like the rest, and at the same level. Granted, there should be times when respect should appropriately be given. But other than those times, I don't want to be treated as some person who is just above them in the hierarchy. Then again, this is the path I've chosen and it is a one way street. Once I'm in it, I could never go back.


No matter how hard I've tried not to be affected by the things happened around me, it just keeps eating a small part of me each time. These days, I can't go a single day just being happy without something affecting my mood. I seriously yearn to go back into the past. I'm not sure what had happened along the way that changed things, but I miss the times when things are much simpler and happier.

Sometimes, I just felt a little taken for granted. And that people have forgotten that I have feelings too.

It is time like this that I wish my big T would happen soon enough, so that my mind wouldn't wander around where it shouldn't be.


And the waiting game begins...