Reflect

Hmm, I've been saying sorry and apologising to people for the past couple of weeks.. so frequently that somehow it does make me think am I really a bad person? Well, I suppose I am. I've many flaws that it's beginning to show, one by one.

To those who think I'm a nice guy, well, I guess you don't know me well enough. Once you're in the comfort zone, you'll probably realise, I'm not that nice or great of a person at all.

Once you're close to me, you'll see that I'm a person with many flaws and have failed in many areas, as a person, colleague or a friend.

I supposed I've been too obsessed with my departure that I've put those around me, esp those that matters the most, in the backseat. I've failed to recognise their feelings. And that shouldn't be the case.

I've been selfish.

Again, I'm sorry.