Love that we cannot have..

Hello folks. How's life treating you?

I've been feeling a little better this week. Even though I'm still going home late every now and then, things have improve somewhat. The lunch time stories and laughters are one thing I looked forward to every day. They helped to get my mind away from the nasty stress, even if it's only for an hr or two.

Not forgetting, I have to mention that I always feel welcomed again by my former teammates whenever I drop by for work during their shift. Knowing that I've skipped meals, they would never fail to offer me food and drinks every now and then. I feel very blessed and loved. It does feel that I've never been away at all. Thank you. I really missed working with the whole lot of them.

I think I'm up to the point where I don't really care anymore. It's happening again and again. And I'm tired of this. I've made a lot of sacrifices for this but it seems that there is always a stumbling block that prevents the smooth sail. If you feel that those things, which nobody is really at fault, are more important than this friendship, then I have nothing to say.  I shall not beg anymore. I know I've tried my best to keep this friendship.

"Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest."