Maybe I'm not cut out for this..

Lots of things are running through my mind now.

But strangely, the moment I open this page to update, I can't seem to be able to type them out.

Nevertheless, things haven't been going well. I guess I'm at a point where I start to look back and question some of the decisions I've made in my life.

Have I made the right choice? If not, is it too late to look for an alternative?

As it is, I'm not ready to constantly sacrifice my time just to satisfy the needs of others. I feel like walking on thin ice or thin rope where any wrong move will make me and everything falls apart. Of course, I wouldn't want that to happen.

The stress level is at a point where any additional stress would probably make me go crazy. I can't seem to spend a decent amount of time without worrying about things.

That being said, I don't want to be a person who gives up easily.

But try as I might, this is not the lifestyle that I want.

Headaches and breathlessness are just the signs of what's to come.

I'm confused and I feel like.. shutting down.