Despair
Well, guess what dear diary, shit happens again on this very day one year on my heartbreak. It seems as if the curse of raya has strike again for me. It's already bad enough that I'm unable to spend this day with my family cos of work and now this shit happens. Maybe it's a mistake that I did not push hard enough for my leave on this day.
Why do people like to jump to conclusions? Why do they like to assume? Why do people think I'm lying when in fact I'm not? Why didn't they clarify before thinking otherwise? Why do people forget that I have feelings too? If I keep taking care of others' feelings, who will take care of mine? Siapa akan jaga hatiku ini? I'm sensitive too, so who will then care about my interests and this little heart of mine?
Trust, for me, is a very important aspect in any relationship. If you couldn't trust the very words I said, especially when you have a chance to clarify and you didnt, then there's no point in this.
I'm confused, hurt and feeling despair.
I'm depressed.
posted by AnDy AriEn at 1:43 AM
~~Love is the emblem of eternity; it confounds all
notion of time~~
2 Comments:
Don't Despair! Cheer Up! Things always happen for a reason! take my advice, follow your guts. & some things are just not worth bawling over. Don't let a small foolish action done by somebody else affect you! & if you need me, i'm just chillaxing in my house a ladder climb away from you okay! Take Care! -Pinky
Thanks alot Pinky. But sigh, another shit happens after that. Maybe I'm not fated to be happy after all. =(
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