Off to Melbourne!!

WoOoOohoOoo!!!! It's less than 24 hrs to MELBOURNE!!!! For my Overseas ITP to RMIT!!! Yeah, VERY NEAR already.. hahaa.. Yup, departing at 7.45 p.m. tmr at Terminal 1.. Wanna send me off?!? hahahaa.. And will be returning on 26th May..

Well, preparation and packing wise, i tink it's almost done with some minor stuffs left.. Of course, this is due to my sister's help.. If not, tink i have such a big headache man.. hahaa.. Thanx alot Sis!!! =PpP

Anyway, while i'm there, i hope i still can update this blog if there's time.. Anyway, if ya wanna leave me any msg, u can leave a tag here or juz send mi an email yar!! ;-)

Okie dokie, that's all folks... Wish me and my frens a safe journey ya!! Till my next post, GOODBYE ALL!!!!!!!! WeEeEeeEee!~!~!~!

Backstreet Boys - Incomplete

Nice Song~~

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Cousin's Present

Just wanna share something which my cousin bought and brought for mi today.. hur hur..

Yes, its Famous Amos Cookies!!! YEah, my favourite!!!!!! Wanna noe wats inside the box!? =PpP

YEAH!! Very nice hor!!! and delicious!!! Yum Yum!!!!

And this a small card that accompanies it... =)

Well, my cousin bought them and brought it to my house.. But unfortunately i wasn't at home juz nw... hur hur... Actually she noes it when she called and my mum says i'm not in, but she still insisted on coming.. hahaa... and she came with another female fren -_- Yuppz, that's my farewell present cum belated bday present... She said she might nt be able to send mi off.. HmM, it's okay.. The presence may not be there but it's the thought that counts i guess.. Thanx alot my dearest and exactly-one-month-older cousin!!! =PpP

Okie dokie, gtg nw.. many things are still NOT done yet... die lah like this... hahaaa.. Okiez, Ciaoz~!~!

Haizzzzz...

HmMm, had a pretty slacking day.. Woke up at abt 10 and started my usual net session.. lol.. found out after a while that it's pretty boring actually.. or maybe my mind was just preoccupied with other things.. i dunno.. lolx.. Anyway, had a haircut at arnd evening.. Yeah, nw my hair is short.. very very short the SHORT!! hahaaa.. I'll be leaving sg with this look and maybe when i'm back, it'll be another look?!? lolx.. =PpP

On another note, i'm having this bad headache since afternoon.. haiz, dunno why.. maybe tink abt too much things liao.. Yup, and i didn't get much slp yesterday nite.. Kept waking up several times in the middle of the nite.. Not only was i tinking abt the oncoming trip but other matters such as friendships, family & matters of the heart have been lining-up in my mind.. Flashbacks of my history keep circling my mind.. Why do all these have to come now?!?!? ArrgGghhHhh...

Sigh, my head is in a whirl now... Headache ar!!! Headache!!!! =(

4 Days to MELBOURNE!!

Hello!! haaa... Yeah, it's been quite a long time since i last updated this bloggie.. And its not becoz i dun want to but becoz i'm having exams!! So, no choice, as exams more impt ya..=_= So yeah, I've finished my last paper today.. It's okay i guess, still can afford to go out of the exam venue arnd 25 mins from time.. haa.. Well, just hope that this paper, along with the others, if i can get decent grades is gd enough liao.. =)

Anyway, if u can see the countdown on the right, u'll see i have less than 4 days to my departure from singapore!! Yuppz, it's getting nearer and nearer le.. But surprisingly, as the day approaches, i'm not really getting excited abt it.. Haiz, i wonder wat's wrong.. A lot of things have been filling my mind lately.. Did i make the right choice?! Yes, i know the experience gained from there will be priceless but is it worth it?! Yeah, these qns begin to surface partly becoz of the probability that i might have to scrimp and save over there and coupled by the fact that the exchange rate is ever increasing almost daily.. I'm wondering, is this the right time to go down-under? Will my trip be a great once-in-a-lifetime experience or will this be one of the greatest mistake i've made thru impulse? Sigh, i dun know.. onli time will tell i guess..

And oh yah, i'll be touching down back in sg on 26th May, the thursday right before school reopens.. But that's not the weary part yet.. The tiring part will be on that weekend, where i have to help in my cousin's wedding.. Yeah, saturday & sunday!! Haiz, maybe i wun be coming to sch on the first day.. -_-

Oh and b4 i forget, was told by my mum that a reative of ours had juz passed away.. I know that is nthg to be surprised abt BUT he does not show any failing health b4 his departure from this world and he went away in his slp.. So, its kinda a surprised for most of us that he's gone now.. Well, this really shows mi one thing.. That life is very fragile.. Not trying to be pessimistic here but you may look healthy today but u'll nvr know wat will happen next.. You may nvr know when ur time its up...haiz..

Are these common pre-vacation phobias or is there something wrong with me?! Sigh, sigh, sigh..

I'm 19 Years Old!!!!!! YEAH!!!!

HOHOHO.... Erm, nope, its too early for christmas..haha.. Yeah, It's my BIRTHDAY!!!! WoOohOoOo!!!! As of 3 o'clock today, i have officially lived 6940 days in this world!! WahHh, so long oready.. but i hope there would still be alot more days to go =X And i hope my wish will come true!! Oh god, pls grant me my wish okie!! haaa

Okok, at this point, i wanna thank my Mum and Dad for bringing mi into this world and especially to Mum for all the pain she took in giving birth to me. Mum, when you were delivering me, i know you must had been in a terrible pain, yet, your will and your strength had pushed you to bring me to this world, a world of hopes and woes but nevertheless, a world that is to be abated. Your determination had gave me the chance to see, to smell, to hear, to feel and to taste. I know when i came into this world, i had cried, but yet, people around me were smiling, for happiness and relief. You must had been the happiest one of them all, your smile, the widest and by my heart, the fondest. Mum, i love you! I love you like no words can describe...

And to my beloved Sister, thanks for taking care of mi especially when Mum & Dad are not around some ten years ago. Thanks for showering me with love and concern. And without your strict discipline, I might have been led astray and may not be who i am today. Thanks alot and love ya lots!! And not forgetting my Bro-in-law, thanks for all the things you bought for me during ur courtship days with sis..lolx.. Though we aren't of the same blood, I can feel the affinity between you and our family.. Thanks again and i'm constantly praying for you and sis to have a child of ur own soon.. And thank you also to all my other family members. It's heartwarming to be in this family!! ;-)

And last but definitely not the least, to all my beloved friends, regardless of whether we are still keeping in touch or not, Thank you for being my friend all this while whether i've known you from kindergarden/pri sch or now, in poly. Thank you for being there when i needed you. You definitely have some influence in me at some point in my life. It's great knowing each and everyone of you and love ya'll lots!! And escpecially to those that i've mentioned in my prev post, thanks again yar!! And yah, Friends are for life!!

Anyway, below is a list of those who had wished mi through one way or another.. They are listed according to the time they sent the wishes(according to my watch).. And this is juz for info purposes.. Doesnt mean you are late or wat, you are less appreciated yah... hahaaa.. kk, here goes the list:

03/04/05
Meixuan(Ibu)[at 00:00:13] Yes, you have the honour of being the first!! 13 seconds after midnight sia.. haaa.. Ibu is the best!! ;-)
Samantha(Kakak)[at 00:00:40] hahaa... like follow family ranking... YepPpz, you are the 2nd!! 40 secs after midnight!! Thanks!!
Weiting[at 00:01:51] Thanks!! Surprised u still remember this day!! And thanks for the 'virtual flower' and wishes.. hahaa... =P
Chay[at 00:03:21] Thanks alot Chay!! hahaaa... Best of luck for ur exams!!
Ameriah[at 00:10:24] My lovely cousin!! WoOohOoo~~ Thanks Thanks!!!
Sis & Bro[at 00:36:55] Thanks alot Sis & Bro!! Thanks for the 'flash drive' prezzie toOo!! =)
Idafi[at 00:46:19] hahaa... thanks bro.. no present?! nvm, the most, i'll cry only... hahaa.. juz kiddin'..
Hudah[at 18:53:17] hahaa.. Thru friendster but nonetheless, Thanks!!!
Faizal[at 22:00:17] Thanks alot bro!! Lucky still not late huh.... haaa..
Zhiting[at 23:42:00] Nope, you are not late.. It's still the 3rd of April yar... hahaaa... Thanks!! =D

And below is a least of those who did not wished me today but rather before the actual date, whether in person, sms, thru this blog or watever.. I still appreciate it nonetheless..

Salwa[Miniroxy] Yeah, my pri sch fren!! hahaaa.. Thanks alot for the wishes and you STILL owe mi a movie date yar!?! =PpP
Zhi Yong[Abang] hohoho, my second sibling... hahaaa... Thanks and gd luck for *ahem*, you know.. lolx.. and Take Care!! *oOops*
Yiting - Blackforest!! Yum Yum!! haha.. Thanks again!! And dun be jealous of my 'xuan xuan' lah... u go to ur 'dustbin' lor... *oOps, did i mentioned his name wrongly?* =PpP
Minru - Thanks for that day also... BUT i'm still waiting for the pics!! Where are they?!?! i wan ALL of them!!! hahaaa... =X
Edmund - HmMm, nothing to say leh.. =X hahaaa... Thanks alot bro!!
Qianhui - Thanks for the prezzie!! Study hard, Play hard!! lolx...
Kim Hong - Weird Dreams~~ hahaaa... Thanks thanks!!
GrandAunt - Though you will not be seeing this, thanks alot for the card, wishes and of course $$ present... hehehee...

Yeah, that's all i guess.. Hope i did not leave anyone here.. And to those whom i did not receive ur wishes, it's okay.. I know i'm still occupying a bit of ur mind rite?! EwWwWWw!! I'm so thick-skinned!!! Let mi be lah, okie! since it's my day!!! hahaaa...

Anyway, if you have noticed, i have changed my countdown to the plane's departure time.. Yep, the Qantas plane will leave for Melbourne at 1945hrs on 18th April which is like 2 weeks away... But before that though, exams would be the main priority and they are VERY near... hahaa... So, to all those who are having them... All the best!! Since this is my special day, I'll blessed everyone of you with A's and AD's!! (but dun come 'hantam' me if u did not get hor!! =P) GD LUCK!!! Okie dokie, back to my revision.. haizz.. bo pian, cant give myself a day off since Tuesday is my first paper.. hah... Okiez, signing off~~

A moment lasts all of a second, but the memory lives on forever

Sigh... sadzz.. My previous post worth of 1588 words is now gone!!! And this is no April Fool's Joke!!!!! Why?!? Coz STUPID me, wanted to edit the post title, then never wait for the text to appear and straight away republish it.. haiz.. *sob* *sob*

If you hav read the post, then gd.. but if u had not, then sorry.. Dun tink i hav the time to write again.. so, anyway, juz cut short of the things i've mentioned in that post..I wanna thank Ibu(Meixuan), Kakak(Samantha), Abang(Zhi Yong), Minru, Yiting & Edmund for the things they did.. Yup, they did plan an early surprise for mi last tuesday for my bday.. And I'm SOOO very very touched by what they did.. Anyway, they'd bought for mi a blackforest cake, a card & a 'small' present.. Oh ya, thanks to QH who was not present but had a share in the prezzie.. Want to noe wats the present?!?! A GIGANTIC GARFIELD!!!! Yupz, see the pics below to believe =X...

Yup, that's all i guess.. Dun have the mood to rethink wat i wrote in that post.. sigh.. So, Thank You once again to the people i have mentioned above!! You had made that day a very memorable one for me! I shall forever not forget that day, not to mention all of you!! "A moment lasts all of a second, but the memory lives on forever"

Okay, that's it i guess.. gotta continue study... sigh...Blogger has played an april fool joke at me.. so cruel.. *sob sob*

This is the Gigantic Garfield they'd bought for me.. It has huge legs as you can see..

It has made friends with my pencil box cat..

ShhHHh, its sleeping nw.. Dun disturb...

This is the cover of the card they bought for me..